YOU ARE NOT PREPARED!
I feel so nervous...
Something tells me once I get in there, everything will just fall into place.
It feels weird, living out a movie? Not everyone would understand.. its not just about the movie.
Its almost like I can put off everything else, I like this feeling as much as I hate it.
There is some weird anger boiling down there, yet there is this sense of calm and peace.
"Save me from ordinary, save me from myself."