Saturday, February 7, 2009

Fuck their judgements; nonsense angry pour-my-brain-out post

Why do I have to act a certain way for your approval?
Have you been stuck inside your cave for so long, that you have forgotten that we are all different?
Why do you have to make me feel embarressed..
We all do it, we just don't talk about it openly. Well I do :)

Fuck society for telling me I should act a certain way to be accepted.
Fuck trendy dress codes, fuck trendy music, fuck you.

I hate myself for being 'tuned' to the frequency of this sad sad world.
Everyone is just.... I don't know.

You don't even talk properly. Half the things you say sound 'act-smart' and don't make sense to me. Then you set yourself on repeat mode.

Still, somehow I love you, and I'd wish you'd just quit drinking you FUCKING alcoholic. You're wasting the beer by being angry after drinking. You're supposed to get HAPPY and HIGH and DANCE and SING!

I almost wanna cry thinking about it.

I guess its super contradictory that you're teaching me life lessons. I've learnt alot from you, but I really like learning from someone who leads by example. I wanna feel INSPIRED! Not slaved into doing random shit, for no reason.

I might regret this post, I might not.. I might even forget about it.
I'm not gonna bother reading it through for spelling and grammar.

FUCK THAT SHIT! Fuck the structure, fuck you if you understand my post, fuck you if you don't.

Fuck you if you read my blog. Fuck you if you don't.

We all deserve to die. 2012 save us all.

The only thing making me feel better now is the sound of gameboy techno in my earphone disco.