A lack of all that right now.
This is me living on only texts and staring at a hairclip.
No blog for me to stalk :(
Its sad to say I chose isolation, very very reluctantly.
But I have to study, maybe if I studied harder/better/stronger/faster/smarter..
Seriously fuck the gig on Saturday.
I know somethings wrong and I know its my fault but my brain is fucked currently and I cannot think properly.
Fuck it.
Tomorrow.